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from choke by rancher

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i made this all for you, and i did it right
don't pretend you care if you wanna throw it out
i did this all for you, every single night
kill it off, smash it dead, pull it out, throw it up
i want what's best for you, even tho' it might
push it all away, leave us rotting in the spring
i cannot fend it off, every single night
when you get inside, pull the cables and the strings
faulty opcode, break in every line
all the parts are broken tho' it still feels pain
every part of you, screaming every time
now the maw is splayed, pull apart, smash it open
now this hell for me, is a broken pin
kill it off, smash it dead, pull it out, throw it up
and if it's broken down, then you shut it off
wipe the drive, shut the lid, pull the plug, throw it out

don't give me an excuse, i can't fuck your words
i don't know and i don't care what you mean
i'll bite my lip and i'll spit out the blood
as long as we both know that it's clean
i don't wanna hear about how it feels
don't wanna see the extent of what i do
i want you on your knees, beggin' for more
to make your every nightmare real

i want the best of you, need it every time
i don't care where you go, what you do, if you want this
i can tell them all, staying on the side
tho you drew the lines, and you didn't count me in
i tear my skin for you, needing every time
cut the cord, switch the board, drill the plate, nuke the chip
drain it all for you, nothing left inside
pull the core, jam the signal at the source until you've won
faulty opcode, break in every line
all the parts are broken tho' it still feels pain
every part of you, screaming every time
now the maw is splayed, pull apart, smash it open
now this hell for me, is a broken pin
kill it off, smash it dead, pull it out, throw it up
and if it's broken down, then you shut it off
wipe the drive, shut the lid, pull the plug, throw it out

why don't you look at me and say it again
tell me you don't need my help
i'll create a reason, yeah i'll make it real
and jam it down your fucking throat
i wanna pretend that i care
but believe me when i tell you i don't
if there's just one thing i can use you for
it's licking your wounds and crawling back for more

and every single word that's said
filter, code it, chop it to death
and when everything else is dead
filtered, coded, chopped to death
and every single word that's said
filter, code it, chop it to death
and when everything else is dead
filtered, coded, chopped to death

self-erasing thought
i will be your pain
selfish patient rot
i will be your pain
self-erasing thought
i will be your pain
selfish patient rot
i will be your pain

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from choke, released September 1, 2020

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